Porn pt. 2 – NSFW

Heads up the pic below is not safe for work (NSFW). Just a random picture of a porn legend named Midori taking one up the pooper. Often the kind of porn I want to see. Feel free to check out part one which also has a NSFW pic…

hornyblackmothers-midori-2I believe the time has come for me to abstain from porn for the time being. Lately I have been into bondage and webcam shows. Of course it’s only good if you get some of what they offer for real.

Perhaps it’s time for me to see how else I can look at women other than as objects of my carnal desire. I need not think of women only in terms of the things I can only wish to do to them.

I have to decide that women can be my friends and ultimately so much more whatever that might entail. It would be cool to ultimately date and marry a friend although my only hope is that she feels the same way.

What I’ve decided is that it’s time to get away from porn of any kind. Perhaps give myself a 1 week fast and hopefully give myself a 1 month fast from that illicit material. Most important thing is that I can save money on this and yes I know porn can often be had for free if you have the latest anti-virus on my PC.

Regardless having good relations with the women at work so far that seem to involve some form of friendship – if not cordial co-worker relations – perhaps this is something worth expanding. Of course the women at work are not the only women I need to deal with. Perhaps expanding into other networks where hopefully I can meet her.

In the meanwhile, my mind needs to be programmed where it’s not necessary to consider what I wish to do to her body. The trick now is what to do attain her interest. It’s the one thing that I’ve failed at so far in more ways than one.

Perhaps one step to…feeling the love.

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