no porn fail – nsfw

to signify that this post isn’t safe for work a pic of ebony porn legend janet jacme. unlike earlier pics i choose not to show a pic of her in the act. just a pic of her with her underwear down as you see below.

758364500701384570_800i’ve failed i couldn’t help but peak at porn during my supposed fast. at least this isn’t alcohol or drugs we’re talking about just lewd images of something i don’t get any of in real life. it only means it’s ok to start again on doing the fast because it’s only a process.

i’ve also realized how maybe i’m making far more of this fast that it really is. yeah perhaps it’s not only to stop objectifying women. It’s also to find something of a woman to be attracted to other than her body. it may be to not look at her sexually at all and hope that in fermenting a relationship with her sex will be one of the things we can enjoy not the only reason we get together.

this helps to prioritize what i should want with a woman. do i just want to lose my virginity and have sex which could be had with an escort or a prostitute? or do i want to fall in love with a woman who is compatible with me?

i don’t want to pay for something that could be had for free and i really should stop paying for obscene material. i should find someone to get off with and yes i realize such a statement is very crude.

so perhaps it’s time to decide to once again try this no porn thing. if only i knew to block any site that produces or transmits obscene material to any electronic device.

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