the return

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when jack v returns again to “the show” as an unwilling “tourist”…

recently anthony and myself did lunch at a local portillo’s restaurant and one that was newly opened near downtown chicago. we seem to like to talk about some of the drama we had at “the show” as it’s often the dominating topic of discussion. of course we do veer off into other subjects.

for example when we left portillo’s we went into a local container store where he decided to track down a manager. when we hang out he often times seeks out a manager to discuss a potential job opportunity. the first time he did this his first question was management training programs.

he often likes to talk about the gift of gab which is to just talk and gather intelligence. ask a question get an answer and gather more intel. when i first saw him doing this, it was during my initial job search trying to leave our mutual employer of the time. even with his advice i still failed to even connect with a new job which could be a matter of i failed to take heed or i did and got no results at all.

he did something totally unexpected on this occasion, he went into our former employer just to use the bathroom. i’m very tempted to say he did this on purpose. and he knows the nature of my history with that place and said come in anyway i did. needless to say this wasn’t the first time i paid this place a visit and unexpectedly. the first time i did i saw the changes.

the changes when i visited was the concession stand now sells alcohol. of course due to liquor laws it would have to be sold and poured into a cup which isn’t classy but that’s what it is. alcohol can only be sold by someone 21+. those who are 21+ have an indentifier.

i see that and can say if i had remained there that would’ve been my future. i’d be pouring alcoholic drinks behind the concession stand. at least at the theater i just quit this year i’d get the opportunity to be a bartender and make some tips at least. there it would still be a minimum wage job.

often times when i talk about my history with this place i basically direct some of my comments to the people who i’ve had issues with. many of whom are likely no longer working there as they’ve likely secured their futures through school or a better job. most of the time i recognize that with many of them i’ve alienated any relationship with them. to which i say this…

some of the people i worked with who did get along with me were still happy to see me. i feel as if the ones who didn’t care for me decided to find others who felt the same way or attempted to speak ill of me to anyone who’d listen. perhaps in some cases they failed in spite of themselves. i didn’t alienate everyone and perhaps that’s the best revenge i could have.

all the same change is good. “the show” had to change their business to continue to make money. i needed to change jobs and get more than i had been getting at “the show”. also needed to change jobs because i’d have to pay for parking as an employee and that wouldn’t have been acceptable.

on top of that the people i worked with needed to change also. many of them needed to grow up and i needed to grow up. for me to grow up meant i had to leave that place behind. may that process continue…

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